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The never-stop curse

by Lauren Bender

I am never going to stop

star cutting, he says,

 

palming sharp silver edges

into his filo dough

 

with a fair amount of force,

then lifting each paper-thin

 

shape for approval.

What isn't made better by

 

taking the form of a star?

He is a little known chef

 

with their characteristic

pulsing frustration, lines

 

quivering in groups across

his forehead. Slam, star,

 

slam, star, slam. Stars

tiered on the side of

 

the table, see-through

shrouds sticky with physics.

 

I will make filo boats,

says chef, boat baklava.

 

It has never been done.

I have always known how

 

to be good, to be original.

This art is poetry like

 

no poem has ever been poetry,

and these are lonely stars,

 

not even bound together

in their thick dark syrup yet.


Lauren Bender lives in Burlington, VT. Her work has appeared in IDK Magazine, The Collapsar, Gyroscope Review, Pittsburgh Poetry Review, Yes Poetry, and others. You can find her on twitter @benderpoet.

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