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GOD BURNS THE W. SILVER RECYCLING PLANT AFTER BORDER PATROL ABUSES IMMIGRANTS

BY MARÍA ESQUINCA

A border patrol agent asks an immigrant:

¿Quién te va ayudar ahora?

 

The immigrant curls his lips

into the shape of God,

 

says,

Dios.

 

BP responds:

Dios no existe aquí.

 

And a wound in the shape

of a cross reblossoms.

 

BP stuffs immigrants

inside a room built for

 

35,

with 155.        

 

No shampoo.

No toothpaste.

 

The wall opens

its mouth,

 

poisoned scorpions

crawl out.

 

BP calls immigrants pigs.

La frontera is a scab

 

that never leaves the skin.

Merciless men pretend militia,

 

point their rifles

at a scared family, they say:

 

We have to go back to Hitler days

and put them all in a gas chamber.

 

History will write their crimes

as patriotism.

 

Rosaries fall in effigy

from the sky.

 

The clouds paint

their faces with skulls,

 

echo the names

of the nameless.

 

The local recycling plant burns,

and today’s news is reborn.

 

God unravels, a nimbus

of dust and ash. Grimes

 

the sky grey, grey, grey,

sees Óscar Alberto Martínez Ramírez

 

and his 23-month-old daughter, Angie Valeria, float

face-down the Rio Grande. Gris. Gris. Gris.

 

And isn’t it ironic?

 

Weeks ago, dozens of Cubans

yell for help from a make-shift fence

 

under the bridge, and we walked by.

But the fire makes us stop the car.

 

Pull over. We take a picture

of the towering smoke.

 

Awed by that spectacular violence,

indifferent to the other.

 

The desert extinguishes

God’s body. It fills and falls.

 

A soundless symphony.


María Esquinca is a poet and journalist. Her poetry has appeared in Waxwing, The Florida Review, Glass: A Journal of Poetry, Cream City Review, and others. Her book reviews and interviews have appeared in Adroit Journal and ANMLY. A fronteriza, she was born in Ciudad Juárez, Chihuahua, México and mostly grew up in El Paso, Texas.

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